lisa im so sorry, my heart goes out to you and your husband hun, really not what u needed, im so sorry.
on tenderhooks myself at the moment, was trying to do the toilet this morning (constipated) but no success but when i wiped myself i had a bit of browny discharge from frontn(sorry for the detail) dont know if its just from pressing but its worried me anyway, phoned my midwife and waiting on her calling back ( over and hour and a half ago) got a scan tomorrow but really hope she can see me today as im worried sick and will do till i know everythings ok.
keep your finger crossed for me girls
xxx
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Posts: 129 | Location: United Kingdom | Registered: 02 December 2005
Hi girls. Just popped on to see how everyone was and have just had another bleed just before i came on here. No pain, no clots just blood i am so sick of this not knowing if something is going to happen i just want it to happen it's the keep being on tenderhooks and getting hopeful then being smacked back down again which is unbearable. My scan date has come through for Dec 28th but that seems like forvever away now. I just don't know what to do with myself. Dare i get exited or prepare myself for the worst? Sorry for the downer post this is just de'ja vous all over again!
Lilysue- I am so sorry about your loss you must be so upset my thoughts are with you and your husband. Unfortunealty i know just how you feel.
Angel- Have you had your scan yet?
Hope everyone else is well. Lots of love. Amy. xxxxxxxxx
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Posts: 575 | Location: UNITED KINGDOM | Registered: 28 May 2007
Hi girls. I am so sorry to hear of your worries, it just feels like no one in the medical profession cares and you are just a NHS number sometimes. I hope you get some reassurance soon.
Lillysue, I am so sorry, there are no words really, just look after each other and try to look forward to the new year. I really am sorry for your loss.
trad
Posts: 480 | Location: UNITED KINGDOM | Registered: 03 August 2006
Really sorry i have not been on for a couple of days, just been really busy..
Firstly, i just wanted to say how very sorry i am for you Lisa, i can understand how confused, upset and cheated you must feel, and you are in my thoughts.
Now i feel so bad for coming on here to say that last night i went for my scan and it was really wonderful, saw baby kicking and jumping around, at first he was sleeping and had hand on face, then started stretching and thrashing arms, i said 'omg, its got hick-ups!!' but the woman said that apparently they like to lie on a main artery because when it pulsates they like it!! which is why they like to be rocked after they are born! Never heard it myself but there you go, learn summat new everyday.. On an even better note, my cyst has halved in size, and is now only 3.5cm!! she said its likely that it will just shrink right down be absorbed back into my body, so great news for me.. no operation! yay!
well i now feel like i can relax a little an try an enjoy this pregnancy now, so thats my 1st hurdle out of the way, who's next for 12 weeks!!!!
well i cant do personals at the mo, got a really bad neck and need to lie down! good excuse eh?
hope everyone is doing well and good luck for all you who have up and coming scans, exciting but scary..
Angel, glad your scan went well, 12 weeks seems so far away
Amy, sorry you've had another bleed, you must be going out of your mind. There are many innocent reasons for bleeding in early pg. The placenta implanting can cause it as it forms pools of blood in the uterus. Hope you are bearing up as much as you can.
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Hi girls. Phoned the hospital today and they gave me the same old same old. 'lot's of women have bleeding through pregnancy but if you are going to miscarry there is nothing you can do to stop it' Well duh, i know that but a bit of peace of mind would be nice. I think i forgot to say that on sunday they said that the baby was fine but there was something that was either a possible clot or another sac. So i had to have an internal scan which confirmed another potential bleed which was why it is threatened. They said it may come away and be fine or may get re-absorbed basically they said there is no way to tell how it will go. But the bleeding that i have had would be consistant with a blood clot because it seems to come away very suddenly with only blood no clots or af type look to it. It's like a sudden gush of liquid blood as i sit on the loo i had it when i was 5w. So i just have to hope that it is nothing to do with the health of the baby and sit tight for 9 days. Which seems to be what i've been doing since i found out it's a bloody rollercoaster. Oh what joy this is!
Pobs- I'm getting abit worried about you i haven't heard from you on here or facebook Everything ok?
Lots of love. Amy.xxxxxxxx
I swear if i make it past 12 weeks i will not be sooooo depressing i promise!
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Ciaran Jacob was born Thursday 10th July at 10.38am. Weighing 7lb2oz.
Posts: 575 | Location: UNITED KINGDOM | Registered: 28 May 2007
Amy... i think we will all be just as relieved, well not as much as you obviously, but we will all feel a lot better once you get to 12 weeks aswell!! I really feel nervous coming on here sometimes, just purely for the fact that pregnancy is so unpredictable and we have absolutley no control over it at all what so ever,
I must add ive been really upset a day or so now by hearing off a girl who lives around the corner from me, she's just had a baby 2 weeks ago, 4 weeks early but fine, she told me that a girl that lives local and her Ds goes same school as our kids, is drinking litres of spirits daily, doing gas and taking speed....?? WTF... AND shes bragging about it.. this really really upset me, and couldn't get it out of my head.. i cant find the words to describe these people, sorry, can they really be called people? Do they not realise that there are some people that spend a life time trying to get pg and even when pg suffer constant problems, like amy and pobs, the heartache that some go through ttcal, i am sorry but this is not right and i have to say something to my midwife when i see her.. maybe she won't say anything back due to confidentiality etc, but she needs to know, wouldn't surprise me if she did know.. babies that aren't even born need to be on the at risk register aswell.. god only knows what its going to be born into. Sorry for going on about that but had to get it out.. so heartbreaking..
anyways, here goes, i will try and get my beanie pic up now!!! We are thinking boy!!?? And Dh has agreed to let me have a babybond scan!! yay! He doesn't like to admit it but i think secretly under his tough guy act he is as gucci-goo as me!!!!
((((((Lisa))))))) Am so sorry to hear your news. Hope you are doing ok in the cir****tances and keep strong x x x x x
Amy - Sorry tyou are having a hard time its the not knowing thats the hardest I think. I think we all panic/obsess until we get to the stage where we can feel it move for ourselves. Hope you are well.
Kate - Yes plan still to surprise family on xmas day. Even though have had scan still not settled though always panicing you will be the same. Constantly striving to get to the next stage!!!! Have got scan through for hospital scan and its 11th January which seems like an eternity away But I suppose with xmas and new year in between it will maybe go a little faster for us.
Angel - Grrrrr!!!!!!!!! I am damn annoyed too. Why on earth do these people do it. You can people like us frantically trying to make the bean stick and you get people like that who dont give a damn. Dont blame you for saying to yur midwife at least you will have done all you can. Congrats on scan by the way woo hoo!!!!!!! Am jealous. I want to be 12 weeks!!!!!!
Anyhoo update on me. Had booking in apt on MOnday was ok. Midwife very supportive of VBAC and saying getting quite common now women realise they dont have to have a c-section because they have had one previous. She has also put me under same consultant who I was under last tim e who is also v v v VBAC and she gave me some literature written by him so that was good. Looks like I will be well supported. Wasnt really anything else mentioned save for the fact that because I had Group B with last preg will need IVs in labour which I was aware of and will need to stay in 48 hours after baby born (new policy for Group B) which I think is very good. Daniel was tested for Group B after he was born and was +ve but luckily as I had IVs in labour due to fever it was caught early on but still needed to stay in for 12 days after for him to have IVs as they should be started at onset of labour really and mine were only started after fever was detected. Am pleased they have policy though. I am more than happy to stay in 48 hours to make sure all well especially after what we went though last time. 12 days v 48 hours!!!!????? Yes that will do nicely thanks.
Daniel has started copying me be sick so i know I have reached a low ebb. He is now going to the extent of sticking his head in tiolet and doing 'bleugh' noises!! The shame! Its hard to kep him out of the way though when I am in on my own and it takes over!!!
Hope everyone else I havent mentioned is doing well. I really need to do a list of names. Maybe when xmas brain is over I will start to be less scatty ???!!!!???
PJ x
Edit - Meant to say midwife says due date 14th July not 15th but might not be worth changing until scan as no doubt it will change again!!!!!
Well just popped down town and decided to pop to local hospital to see if any midwifes about and lo and behold, I found one. I explained I was waiting for a early scan referral date and she said there was a 4-6 week waiting list so I have at the most 4 more weeks to wait when I will be 14 weeks. If i'd booked in with a midwife at the normal time, I probably would have a date for a 12 week scan now but oh no I need an urgent appointment to properly date the pregnancy and check bubs is ok and I have to wait even longer. The NHS is so crap round here. The midwife made me a booking appointment for 2nd January as she said they will need to start taking bloods but she said they can;t do the down syndrome one till I have a scan and know how many weeks I actually am.
OMG I had a dream the other night that I had triplets. How scary is that!!!!!aaahhhhhh One baby will be fine thank you.
Hope you are all well today.
Trad
Posts: 480 | Location: UNITED KINGDOM | Registered: 03 August 2006
Sorry stranger Pobs here. Unfortuntley working in a school means I pick up every bug and illness going so have just had the flu and that nasty sickness and stomach bug thats going around. Starting to feel abit more human now although lots of sickness..bug and pregnancy related LOL
So sorry to log on to read Lilly sue's sad news. I know how long you had been waiting for that BFP. Sending you lots of cyber hugs.
Sorry I haven't been in touch Amy have sent u an email today. I still have a good feeling for you hun. It does sound like this little areas of bleed coming away like what I had the other week. I know how frightening it is but just keep those feet up and try to think positive.
Glad to hear your scan went well Angel...my 12 weeks scan is on New years eve so I must be next am I ??? I have to confess i'm still taking everything in my stride until we get to that milestone, you just never know whats round the corner and to be honest I get nrevous even talking about the pregnncy in case I jinix it...silly I know but can't help it.
Still suffering with sickness and I long to enjoy a meal but wouldn't change it.
Waving hello to everyone else, glad to see everyone is progressing along nicely. I promise once ive had my 12weeks scan and xmas is out of the way I will be a more regular poster.
Hugs to all Pobs xxxxxx
Posts: 571 | Location: Kent, England | Registered: 12 February 2007
Had a stressful day shopping today trying to find the last few bits and bobs, i think thats the hardest bit... when you just cant find those last 2 pressies! ie, my SIL, FIL and godson!! So still not got sil anything got FIL burberry after shave and found a crawling and burping baby shrek for my little godson!!Its very rude tho!!! Dd kept pressing it all around tesco and people looking,.. omg, embarrassing! Oh, and need to fing guiness book of records for my brothers girlfriends son!! Baaaaaaaaa humbug...
Be glad when its all over and i can sit down to my Crimbo dinner! we are having duck with apricot and cranberry stuffing this year, and turkey boxing day!! Then going to my nans on 27th and having a buffet there and i will get to see most of my family so really excited bout that! they are really shocked i am having another tho as they think i am nuts having 3 already..
Trad.. thats naff about not getting a scan, makes me realise just how lucky we are here and they are pretty good with scans and referals etc, hope you get it thru soon, you never know you might get it bit earlier..??
pobs.. yay! nice to read you glad you progressing nicely, and the sooner you get scan and to 12 wks the better eh?!
well hope everyone else ok and enjoying the christmas spirt!! ha, whats that, trolley rage and crazy drivers that have forgotten what indicators are...
well i'm off to find out why my house is suddenly freezing????
just to let u all know had my scan today, good news and bad news...........
good news is baby is doing great! a little wriggler with a strong little heartbeat! what a relief!!!
bad news is he/she was an identical twin but the other baby died, really upsetting for us esp as we didnt know or expect it.....
just keeping our chins up for this little one...
just back from a xmas party with kaihden!!! at first he was pretending to be shy but then he soon came out of his shell and there was no stoping him!!!
has anyone else been really constipated?? ive been terrible.. to the extent where it was making me ill, i ok now though!!
anyways i hope you are all well
emma saw your scan photo!!! so cute! im guessing a little boy??
Kirsty xxx
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Posts: 129 | Location: United Kingdom | Registered: 02 December 2005
BABIES DUE JULY/AUGUST 2008 
The shame! Its hard to kep him out of the way though when I am in on my own and it takes over!!!
