Thanks to everyone for your support, its so nice to know that other people are going through the same stuff and feeling just as obsessed as me!
Scal - i don't know how many weeks i was with the m/c but the bleeding lasted a while. My GP was really supportive and said if i wanted to go for a D&C i could but he'd prefer me to wait and let it happen naturally. I bled for a week, fairly light then had a few days off then bled for another 3 weeks, heavy at first, like a period then much lighter for the last two weeks or so. Your GP can test your hCG, they double every couple of days in the first trimester, so you know if they don't that you are miscarrying.
It was hard at first but i didn't really want to go into hospital because i am a nurse and it would have been where i worked. I think it really depends on how you feel, it is such an emotional time that you have to do what you need to do to cope best. The intense emotion does ease off as your hormones go down, just allow yourself time to be sad and to grieve.
On a more positive note i decided today that i couldn't wait and did another test....and it was a BFP! Much darker than last time so i'm really hopeful that i must have conceived again. I've just got to think positive thoughts now and hope that AF doesn't visit!
Now i've got to learn how to not become completely obsessed!! I have no idea when AF is due because i've got PCOS and never know when AF is coming so i don't even know how many weeks i would be.
Sorry about the ramble. Is everyone else ok?
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