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Hi PJ,

Glad you liked those vids. It's amazing isn't it, it really is the miracle of life.

It amazes me that some people get pg just by looking at a bloke Big Grin I always used to say on the 2ww thread that maybe if I got drunk and headed down to my local nightclub for a quick one-nighter I would get my bfp straight away, but when you really want a baby, and can provide a stable life for the baby in a serious relationship, there's problems. How does that work?

Well I seem to have been on here loads today. I have been for my daily walk today, I went late this afternoon, it was so nice. It was cold and slightly breezy...perfect walking weather. I got wellman supplement for dh (thanks 20Jan) and got myself some Boots vits for pre-conception. Bought some Goji Berries, they are vile! They have a really odd taste, not going back for more. I got some dried blueberries and they are scrummy.

Also Holland & Barretts sell something called Passion Mix, it is a mixture of raisins, cranberries, walnuts, pumpkin seeds and other things I don't recognise Big Grin Tastes fab.

Got some organic Maple frosted corn flakes from Asda, so nice. Really trying to eat better this month.

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Hello

Well, not much news from me. I am bogged down again at work. I swear I only get bogged down because I spend so much time on here. My own fault really.

Well the healthy eating has started (hooray), I had Organic Porridge for breakfast, sweetened with a little organic honey (oooh, get me). Home made soup for lunch, using nice organic veggies and stock cube. Desperate for a bag of maltesers though, must avoid the shops!

I feel a bit despondant today, not sure what it is. Just feel like i'm never going to have another baby. I was sat with ds this morning, having a cuddle and I felt like I was so lucky to have him and that was going to be it. I consider myself so fortunate to have him, but I would love him to have a brother or sister to play with. When we took him to Orlando last month he loved it, but he kept looking for other kids to play with. DH and I watched him running and laughing with the other kids and saw how happy he was when he was playing.

I'm in a worried mood today, don't know if this has anything to do with hormones, or what, but I seem to have a few days like this every month. I tell dh that he must text me as soon as he gets to work, just so I know he's got there ok. Then I need to hear from him through the day, even if it's just a blank text so I know he's ok (his job is quite dangerous). I am petrified something is going to happen to ds, I have to get up in the night to check he's ok, feel his chest to make sure he's breathing. Plus I get really superstitious, like if I walk past ds's room at night and don't go in then I think somethings going to happen to him, so I have to go in there and make sure he's ok.

I'm not like this all month (I think i'd be admitted if I was) it's just 2-3 days. It drives me mad though, it's uncontrollable. Does anyone else worry a lot?

Was looking on babycentre at my ovulation calculator, it tells you roughtly when you will be fertile and what the resulting due date would be. None of the dates jumped out at me. Don't laugh, but I have taken this as a bad sign, like if I was going to get pg them one of the dates would have magically jumped out at me...yes, I am aware of how stupid I sound.

Right, must catch up on this mountain of work!

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Kate - Yes I am mega worry wart too so do not feel like you are alone. Unlike you though I must confess that mine is a constant thing!! Wink

For example. We got pregnant quite quickly with DS and have just started trying to number 2 so have no evidence to suggest we will struggle but as DS was born by emergency c-section I have fears 'what if they knocked an ovary while they were tinkering in there' Irrational as it is!

On the feeling chest to check they are breating point - Ditto!!! Despite us having a breathing monitor!!!!!! Roll Eyes

Spent the last 9 months of last pregnancy fretting that something was going to happen and because had c-section last time and really want a natural birth this time will spend the whole of this preg (when happens) fretting about uterine rupture (even though I have researched the subject at obsessive levels and feel quite confident that it is rare).

Hope that insight makes you feel like you are not alone!!!

PJ

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Oh PJ, you have made me feel so much better Smiler

When I fell pg with ds I worried the whole 9 months because i'd been on a mad drinking binge when I was just 3 weeks pg. I had no idea I was pg, looking back it was totally irresponsible. Every set of blood tests I was a nervous wreck. AND, get this for pathetic worrying, I had my health blood tests and I had sleepness nights for nearly a week because I was sure they were gonna tell me I had HIV or soemthing because I saw it was one of the things they test for! I have never had unprotected sex or been in any situations where it could have been transmitted, but it was something for me to worry about.

Then after another set of blood tests I had a letter from my docs to say I had to call them urgently. I called them and the receptionist said sahe couldn't tell me what it was, but the doc needed to see me, but he wasn't free until the following week Eeker I begged her for some info and she said 'all i'll say is that you have a problem with your white blood cell count'. Well that was it, in my mind I had leukemia. Turned out it's normal in early pregnancy!

Like you I am worried that I am not working properly. I had a forceps delivery with ds, he was 9.8 pounds and lying back to back so the pain was all in my back, felt like someone was physically breaking my spine and I couldn't push any more after 8 hours, so they cut me and used forceps. After being at home for a few days I passed out and doc said it was a urinary infection from the forceps delivery. But after struggling to conceive since Januray I'm worried they broke something when dragging ds out! (love that terminology Wink )

Thanks for your post though, it's really reassured me. Where are you up to with your cycle, close to testing yet, or nowhere near? I hope it happens quickly for you.

I had to go to the post office before and just happened to pass the sweet shop ( Roll Eyes ). There were kids doing penny for the guy, and I had no spare change, so nipped into the shop and got myself some change to give them. I know what you're thinking, yes I am a very generous person, putting the happiness of kids I don't know before my chores, I did it for the kids. The only gutting thing was that in order to get change I had to buy some chocolate covered raisins...I had to do it for the kids! Anyway, raisins are fruit, so i'm still being quite healthy Big Grin

Tomorrow will be a 100% healthy day, (here we go again).

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Just a quicky

Found some fab info about cm and changes in your cervix...really interesting Smiler

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Cervical Mucus
Mucus from your cervix changes throughout your cycle in response to hormonal changes. It’s a good marker of where you are in your cycle and checking your cervical mucus is quick, easy and reliable. Some women produce more mucus than others and may be able to see the mucus in their underwear. Others may need to feel the entrance of their vagina for it – use your fingertips or toilet paper. You can check your mucus at any time during the day.

At the beginning of your cycle, when oestrogen levels are low, you won’t have much mucus at all. This dryness means you are relatively infertile. This is usually just after your period, but if you have a short cycle, it may be at the same time as your period and therefore difficult to monitor.


A few days later, depending on the length of your cycle, your mucus will begin to increase. It may be sticky, white, milky or cloudy. This is a signal that you are entering your fertile window and nearing ovulation. If you are not using contraception and do not want to get pregnant, you should avoid sex from this point until a few days after you stop seeing egg-white mucus (see below). If you do want to get pregnant, this mucus marks the beginning of your fertile time.

Just before ovulation, a woman’s mucus becomes slippery, stretchy and clear – like raw egg-white. This egg-white mucus helps sperm move from the vagina through the cervix and into the uterus in search of an egg. This is the most fertile time in a woman’s cycle.

After ovulation, the mucus changes from the egg-white type back to a thicker, cloudier mucus. You may still be fertile if you see this mucus, but only for two or three days at most. Four days after your last egg-white mucus, you will be in the infertile phase of your cycle.

Your cervix still produces mucus after this point but under the influence of progesterone the mucus is thick, sticky and acidic. It stays around the cervix to block the sperm and many women feel a dryness compared to earlier in their cycles. Some women have no noticeable mucus during this stage, while others notice a thick or white mucus.

Checking your mucus is one of the easiest and most accurate ways to follow your cycle, but changes in mucus can be difficult to detect if you have a vaginal infection or use spermicide. Antihistamines can also cause your cervix to produce less mucus, making it difficult to check.

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Changes in your cervix
You can also note the different stages of your cycle by feeling your cervix. To feel the changes in your cervix, insert one or two fingers deep into your vagina until you can touch what feels like the tip of your nose. This is your cervix. You may be able to feel an indent or dimple in your cervix. This is the opening to your uterus – called the os.

Changes in your cervix throughout your cycle
At the beginning of your cycle, your cervix should feel firm and low. The os will be closed. But as you approach ovulation, the position and feel of your cervix changes. It may feel softer and higher in your vagina and the os will feel more open. This means you are in your most fertile phase.

After ovulation, the cervix becomes firm and closed again and moves lower in the vagina. When the cervix has been like this for 3 days, you are no longer in the fertile phase.

It may take a few cycles to recognise the changes in your cervix and get to know what is normal for you. If you are trying to get pregnant or avoid getting pregnant, you may want to check your cervix at about the same time every day. This is the most reliable way to track changes.







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Hello Girlies

Had a bit of a lie-in this morning. DH is on lates, so took advantage of him being here to get up with ds while I had some snooze, but it's left me with a headache. Feeling slightly grumpy today, got a lot going on work wise and feeling really stressed.

Ate ok yesterday after the chocolate covered raisins, DH got home from work at 10.30pm with a little surprise for me...ooooh, will it be flowers, a cd, a bottle of perfume, a hand written note explaining how much he loves me.... NO, it's a box of Maltesers (we have pyschic tendencies Big Grin ). I explained that i'm meant to be on my health kick, and that eating better will increase our chances of conceiving this month, I explained all of this while tearing the plastic wrapper off the box!

Why is my will power so bloody pathetic? I mean, that was just greedy, why did I do it? I have ordered a book called Skinny Bitch from Amazon, it looks fab. It's a diet advice book from 2 model agency managers in LA. They tell readers how to lose weight, no magic diet plans, just stop shovelling food into your face Eeker Harsh, but I think it might be a good read. I'll report back on it. Anyone already read it?

Had Porridge for breakfast today, Peanut Butter sandwich for lunch and blueberries as a snack. Planning on Tuna Steak with wild rice and roast veggies for tea...mmmmm! It's either that or a Domino's Big Grin

Just made myself a Senseo Cappuccino, so nice, but 95 cals and 4.5g fat per mug Eeker Oh well, it was nice. Got some sugar free caramel syrup when we were in Orlando, it's fab and stops me adding sugar to coffee.

Noticed that my cm is getting stickier (there's not many places you can go from Cappuccino to CM in the same breath is there Big Grin ). Need to read up on the cm facts again, but think this means i'm entering my fertile stage?? Anyone with knowledge please tell me!! I'm on cd10 and the bd marathon starts tonight, so better not have a dominos otherwise i'll be too bloated to go for it Wink Burping throughout is not sexy!

Talking of sexy, checked my boobs this morning and my short dark friends have left the scene! What was that all about? I haven't shaved them or plucked them, where have they gone? Don't get me wrong i'm not missing them, just confused why one day i'm a she-male then the next i'm nice and smooth again. EEEK! I wonder if DH has already spied them and is secretly shaving me in my sleep Eeker If that's the case he can do my legs next time Big Grin

Well, got loads of work to do so I will leave it there.

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Hi Kate

Not really sure where I am on cycle. Not too 'up' on the cycle thing save that I very regular (28 days). Had last LMP 8th October so thinking I will be due AF on 5th November so still another week to go, will keep you posted!

Eat pleanty and keep your energy levels up for yout bd session Wink

PJ
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Ps I had mega drinking session before I knew I was pregnant. Had took test on the Saturday morning because I was late but put it down to coming off the pill. Test was negative so was out with friends before xmas and thought I will make the most of my last night out made pig of myself. Then still no AF and on Monday test was postive!!!! I was really freaking about it but went to Drs and he reassured me although I think he thought I was a nut job! His referral letter to midwife was, and I quote:

'can you please see this lady who is pregnant with her first child. Her last LMP was 19th November. She is extremely anxious and asks and a lot of questions'!!!!!!!!! Roll Eyes

No wonder the midwife ran for the hills when she seen me coming! God help them next time when I am armed with all my VBAC research!!!! (lol)
 
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Hello

Late one from me today, what a day!

PJ, your doc was a bit cheeky wasn't he? Good luck on the 1 week wait Smiler Hope this is your month, keeping my fingers crossed for you!

I popped out to see a friend this morning, then raced home to beat the rain. When I got in I felt really funny, I put it down to hunger.

After lunch I still felt funny, I feel really poorly. Think i'm getting tonsilitus (sp?) I've not had it for about 4 years, but my throat feels like it's closing over, and i'm sore all over.

Anyway, the last thing on my mind is bd'ing Eeker Gutted. Let's hope it won't matter, it's only cd11, so it should be ok.

I found some great symptoms of early pregnancy on a website before, I will copy them into a new post. It's similar to the 2ww spotting list, I think I have memorised those symptoms off by heart now!!


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Fab 2ww symptom spotting list!

I will add these to the official symptom spotting thread Smiler
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My biggest symptom!! Had it with both pregnancies. I am 10 weeks now, and I still wake up some mornings really feeling like AF is here.

I was totally sure my AF was about to start at any minute. My DH had to insist I take a test, because I didn't want to waste one when I was so obviously premenstrual. Smiler

Not for me – I had a few odd twinges in my lower abdomen, but nothing at all like my usual pre-AF cramps.

I usually don't have many symptoms of AF coming, but I do get tired and a little irritable (not noticeable by others). I was certain AF was coming because I was both of these, plus I broke out – EXCEPT, I broke out on my back and shoulders, which wasn't the norm! I also had a temp dip that made me think AF was coming!

What was so strange for me was that I had a bit of AF cramping without any of the heaviness or bloating that I normally get with it, & that's what made me suspicious! I tested on the day AF was due & it was +++++, so I'll see what happens next time.

I was totally sure that AF was on her way when my husband convinced me to take a pregnancy test. My bbs were tender, as always – but it wasn't until he said, ''uh, honey, I think they're bigger'' that I thought ... hmmm....

Usually I never get AF cramps until AF arrives. HOWEVER – had them starting 2 weeks (!) before AF was expected, up until about 10w pregnant!!!

When I was pregnant with DD, I totally thought AF was coming. I was crampy & bloated feeling, but AF never came. This time I thought I HAD AF (bleeding for five days but lightly), but it turned out I was pregnant! (Never would have known if I hadn't been temping & the temps were really high.)

Oh yeah, I held off on taking the test b/c I had AF cramps, the kind that have you running to the toilet, tampon in hand – I would have bet $$$ it was here. Then I'd get to the bathroom and ... nothing. After a week of this, I gave in and took the test. I'd read that this happens sometimes, but I was surprised at how *exactly* it felt like AF was here.

I had major AF cramps and all my other AF symptoms with both of my pregnancies. I didn't test this last time until 18dpo, which was 6 days late for me, because I was so convinced it was coming – I was shocked when the test turned immediately positive.

Not for me. I just woke up and realized I had not started the day before ... no cramps, no bleeding no nothing – just a good old hike from the AF fairy!

Oh, yeah! I definitely thought AF was coming. I am almost 3 months pg, and still sometimes I feel like AF is coming. You just never know.

I'm with everyone else. I also thought AF was coming. Actually, I had what I thought was AF for 3 days, when in fact it was implantation bleeding. I just happened to buy some tests via mail order and when they arrived, I took one. Imagine my surprise. To this day, I still get what I think are AF symptoms.

When I was pg with DS, I was sure AF was coming. It took me a week of AF being late to finally say maybe I should take an HPT. With this pg, I knew I was pg. Since having my son, I never get premenstrual cramps anymore, so as soon as I started cramping, I knew.

ME ME ME – in fact, I had gone to my general practitioner to get my allergy medication filled, and he asked me when my LMP was. I was only a day late at the time, which is NOT abnormal for me. My response was, ''I am about to start any minute, because I am cramping and my boobs are sore.'' These have ALWAYS been symptoms of my period. The Dr insisted I take a PG test, and it was POSITIVE!!

I was CONVINCED that AF was coming ... I didn't want to waste a test, but my dh insisted, and I WAS PG!!!!

I was a charter, and my temps were unusually high, so I was fairly convinced that I was PG. I didn't expect AF, but I did have some crampiness.

I had AF cramps on and off until I was 10 wks.

Absolutely!! I ran to the bathroom for 4 days straight just swearing that AF had started, and lo and behold, it never came.

ABSOLUTELY!!!! I was sure that AF was coming! I ran to the potty every ten minutes, armed with a tampon ... but nothing!

Oh, yes – I kept running to check, expecting a big mess, but nothing.

Yup! I was positive it was coming any second! I had my usual PMS symptoms, so I didn't think I was pg ... I had AF cramps until 12 weeks, and get them occasionally at 33 weeks.

Other Early Pregnancy Symptoms

Here are the symptoms I had, and the dpo I noticed them (I kept a day journal)!
4dpo and on – Very tired.
8dpo – Face and shoulder breaking out, very irritable.
9dpo – Temp dip – thought it was over!
10dpo – Huge glob of stretchy white cm.
9dpo and on – Very wet cm, and lots of it!
12dpo and on – Temps up.
Tested 16dpo (2 days late). Frequent urination, food aversions, metal mouth, slight spotting, abundance of wet cm, high temps, lost weight (but no m/s).

Absolutely nothing!

And again, I say BITCHINESS!!!!

More tender than usual breasts. Tenderness didn't go away before AF as it usually does. AF didn't show up on time. That's really it!

3dpo & 4dpo – Butterflies in stomach, but not nauseous; mild cramping (ovulation type).
5dpo – Serious AF cramps (thought I was going to start two weeks early!).
8dpo – AF cramps (low down), sharp pain left ovary in p.m., mild AF cramps just above pubic bone (all across), bloated.
10dpo – Morning temp 37.2 (98.96), serious AF cramps in late p.m., ''who-ha'' entrance much wetter (tip of C soft).
11dpo – Serious cramping R all day (sharp pains running over my R hip to lower back) – fever of 100.9 F. (N.B. Found out later I had a corpus luteum cyst.)
12dpo – Cramps (pain) in R side all day, though milder than yesterday; CF abundant.
13dpo – Tested – BFN – Pain in bellybutton (like someone poked their finger in it), and the feeling continues from there down the middle of my stomach; slight heartburn/nausea.
14dpo – Mild pain in belly button, very tired.
15dpo – Bad cramps (pain) in R side, AF cramps (straight across) in late p.m., belly button pain, got up early 5 a.m.
16dpo – Got up early again.
17 dpo – Pelvic pain continues (1/2 day of work only), woke up at 5 a.m. (2 hours early).
18 & 19 dpo – Pelvic pain consistent (no work, lied flat all day). Slight belly button pain. AF arrived (so I thought), but blood was brown and light. Read up on this site & others regarding menstruation and pregnancy. Woke up early 5 a.m.
20 dpo – Woke up really early (3:30), had to pee! Tested ++++++. (Pain in lower back straight across, sciatica on R aggravated.)
Note: I didn’t chart temps, only CP & CF. CP was high for 5 days (during O), and we BD x 2 during that time – once on the highest day. No egg white this month to go by. CP started to lower slightly after that and firm up, but then seemed to go back up 5 days later, and soften significantly at the tip after 10 days. CF dried up after O, then got very lotiony (though not abundant), with a few creamy days thrown in. When I got AF, didn’t make sense because CP was high & soft still, instead of low & firm.

Frequent urination starting immediately after conception. Sore breasts.

I have my PG signs listed in my journal...feel free to check it out!

Before I tested positive, nothing! I didn't even want to do the beta, but I was in fertility treatment, so I had to. About a week after a positive beta, I had a lot of AF-type cramping (5.5 weeks), and a week after that, m/s kicked in full swing.

Ovulation was somewhere around May 21. Don't know exactly when, because I was not charting. AF was due June 8th or 9th or so. Usually 2 weeks before AF my boobs get sore, but they didn't until about June 6th. Tested afternoon of June 6th; it was negative. Didn't start AF on Saturday morning; decided to test, and it was positive. It was only after I tested positive (within a couple days) that I started frequent peeing and sore boobs. Otherwise, very few symptoms.

2 dpo – Breast tenderness. Increasing cm (including white chunky cm); AF cramping.
9 dpo – Cervix soft and high, vaginal area dark blue-purple.
10 dpo – Tested + with EFR (very faint).

Urinary frequency (bad!) at about 14 dpo, along with AF-like cramping and breast tenderness.
Bitchiness!! Wink But heck, I still have that!! LMAO.

Period-like cramps, sore bb's, sick to my stomach. That's about it!

Change in sense of taste & smell.

Change in smell/texture of vaginal discharge. (Sorry if that's too gross for some, but I know what ''pregnant'' smells like!)

Annoying yeast infection ... both times for me. Yuckkk!!! That's how I found out the second time.

Porn-star nipples, metal mouth, teenage acne, fatigue, couldn't drink OJ, tea, coffee or alcohol, went off all animal products, cramps, the emotional stability of a newborn ... shall I continue? Oh, yes – and all my ligaments EVERYWHERE went phomf and I looked like a motor way map with blue veins EVERYWHERE, too! (They've still not gone...).

Extreme exhaustion (before I even knew I was pregnant) and sore bb's. At about 6 weeks pg, really bad nausea.

Extremely sensitive smell.

Most of the same as everyone else. A few others were light-headedness (in the shower mainly) and gagging (or vomiting) EVERY time I brushed my teeth. Almost from implantation to delivery!

Metal mouth, sensitive gag reflex, thought I had the flu (mild nausea), different smelling urine, areolas starting to darken.

For me, I had no symptoms whatsoever way into my 2nd month of pregnancy.

The funny thing too is that c/m feels a lot like you are ''leaking'', so for the first 10 weeks of pg, every time I felt something THERE, I ran to the loo expecting to have AF – except that each time I did, there was nothing. So after all this time, I'm used to that yucky ''leaky'' feeling & have learned to wear panty shields every day for freshness & to stop undie staining – yup, c/m stains!! I'm going to have to soak all my undies in Napisan for a week!!







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How is everyone today? I feel yukky, think i'm coming down with something. I thought it was tonsilitus last night as my throat was closing over and had that horrible soreness when swallowing (don't be filthy you lot, as if i'd let any go to waste like that Wink). Got up today and just feel sore all over, really lethargic, so could just be a bit run down.

Oh well, got me a mid-morning bd session so that's not bad! CD12 for me today, and cm is slippery so think that's a good sign. I think today was too early to count, but i'm not taking any chances this month. I shoved a pillow under my hips and got my legs up against the walls for 20 minutes afterwards. I even did some air cycling ( Red Face ) what a beautiful image! I was a bit bored today so added some old callanetics exercises while I was lying there!

My boobs are sore, it started yesterday could it be connected to ov?

Saw a friend yesterday who has a 3 month old, and he is soooooo cute. I didn't want to hand him back. Holding him took me back to when ds was a baby, and it made me feel really sad, but hopefull at the same time.

I weighed myself this morning and I have lost 1 pound this week. I'm happy with that as I have not done well all week.

Off shopping now, must avoid the sweetie aisle!

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So, cd13 is here. I am assuming that I am entering my fertile stage now as cm is slippery, although it's not quite proper egg white consistency yet, so think I still have a few days til i'm fully fertile (hmm, how pleasant!). If I don't get my bfp this month I'm going shopping for an opk and a thermometer. Can't stand not knowing when I ov.

Feeling lots better today, although have the strangest feeling ever. I am feeling constantly sick, weeing for England, sore boobs (like little electric shocks shooting through them) odd lower tummy cramps, general fatigue, dizziness. Hmmmm, can you guess what i'm thinking Roll Eyes I had af on day31 as expected, normal sort of af, lasted 5 days, red, clots, quite heavy, just usual old af really. If af had been different I would swear I was pg, but af was so 'normal' there's no way. I also did a hpt on the morning that af arrived (before she reared her ugly head) and it was bfn.

I am quite confused. I just do not understand my body. Before ttc I never had any pains, twinges, or other crazy symptoms....or did I? Did I have all these feelings every month, but not notice them as I wasn't completely obsessed back then. Can the above symptoms also be a sign that I am ov?

Have managed to stick to my healthy eating plan for the past few days, so maybe my feeling of being poorly is due to some sort of detox??? I stupidly hopped on the scales this morning and have gained the 1 pound that I lost yesterday Mad I am not accepting it ( Big Grin ) so will only weigh in once a week from now on. Read that weight fluctuates through the week, so gonna bury my head in the sand and pretend I didn't see it!!

Planning on a bit of bd action this evening. Was going to cook DH and roast this evening, but don't want to bloat him as he'll have no energy for bd'ing so will cook us something light Big Grin

Got a lot on today with work, so will leave it there. America's next top model tonight...can't believe it was a week ago since I last said that. This month is going really fast.

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Hello

CD14 already, I can't believe it.

I am feeling ok today, sore throats gone, hooray. Still feeling odd though, slightly confused, headache, sicky feeling, tired, lethargic, swollen tummy, sore boobs, sensitive bits ( Red Face ) dizzy, bunged up, nose bleeds. Grrr, need to stop thinking about my body for a while and focus on something else.

I was in such an odd mood yesterday. DH came home from work and I barely spoke to him, not because I was in a mood or anything, but I just didn't have the energy to chat (unheard of for me). I made our tea Baked Sweet Potato, Quorn Burger and Cucumber, Peppers & Spring Onions....pretty healthy stuff. I sat down to watch America's next top model on living +1 but it had been moved to living2 last night and they don't do living2 +1. Yes, I know what you're thinking what a massive pain ( Big Grin ) I was gutted cos I was looking forward to that all day. Ok I need to get a life Big Grin

I went on the laptop last night while I was watching Pete's PA and looked up stories of people who have a period (or bleed) but are actually pregnant. It's a really common subject. Apparently loads of women have what they think is a normal period, but infact it's a sort of 'pretend' period. The number of stories I read on different sites where someone has unprotected sex, then 2 weeks later has what they think is their period. It lasts several days, then they start to feel odd, do a test and bfp. The doctors on these sites claim that it is pretty common and that it can be down to implantation, or just the body mimicking a period. Apparently some women experience these 'periods' throughout their whole pregnancy!

I am now sat here thinking, well actually I wonder if I am pg. I have every symptom of pregnancy you can imagine, even down to the brain fog that I had with ds! I think I am just run down, but my stupid ttc head is trying to see hope in every little symptom I experience.

Haven't managed to bd since Sunday, so must find some energy. It's getting to that crucial time of month for me so really need to get going. I don't chart or use opk's so my exact ov date is unknown. I am assuming from info on other sites that I will ov between CD15 and CD20, so really need to get bd'ing tonight Big Grin This will be my last month taking things so haphazard. If I get a bfn this month I am either going to:

1. Stop ttc for a few month and get my head back to normal person planet!

2. Buy a thermometer and start charting.

Haven't wuite decided which strategy yet!!

Well, i'm going to get my lunch now. I will pop back on later.

Kate
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Trying to Conceive, Baby, Bump and Beyond ..... www.bumples.co.uk/forum

 
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kate... i'm a silent stalker of this thread (and LOVING it Big Grin Big Grin - ever thought of writing a book??)

i know its only been 2 days but i'm missing your posts! i hope everythings ok? (or mayb you're too busy bding? Wink

keep at it your positivity and enthusiasm is infectious - sending a mountain of baby dust your way x x

Karly
 
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Hi Karly

Thank you for your message, it was so nice seeing it.

I have been on a huge downer the past couple of days and didn't want to drag everyone else down. I've already bombarded the 2ww board with my negativity, but I suppose that's part of the joy of keeping a diary thread, it should be honest...so here it goes (I am coming out of my negative spell now Wink )

The night before last I had a call to say my 19 year old cousin has got his 18 year old girlfriend pregnant. I was livid, how irresponsible. She doesn't work, they both still live at home with parents, neither of them have ever even been on holiday without their parents so have no idea what the 'real world' is like. They will have to get a council flat, but because of where we live couples with one child have to go into a 1 bed flat or a hostel for several months first. The poor baby didn't ask for that. I felt so sad, mainly self-pity to be honest, the usual 'why isn't it me' moan.

I felt angry towards him, the main thing was that they said they were going to 'keep the baby'. With hindsight I can understand why they had to say that, but after ttc for 11 cycles (I think Confused) it's like a kick in the teeth!

I have been feeling quite poorly, had major stabbing pains in tummy last night so sat feeling mega depressed and sorry for myself. Then decided to start a fresh this morning, jumped on the scales and had gained 4 pounds! This pushed me over the edge again and I started another day of 'poor me' self pity again. I am out of it now though, enough is enough. Time to pull myself together and grow up.

It's cd16 which means ov is due. However, my c