Hi girls
Heidi,Michie, Mummymich. Bubbly, Sallyned, Lenny, Petal and Lisajane - Thank you all for your posts.
Yesterday was a strange old day. Even though i'd spent the second half of the cycle knowing I wouldn't be pregnant the symptoms seemed good, plus I was late. My mind worked overtime and by yesterday morning I was convinced I was pregnant. We'd even scheduled visits to family to tell them!!!!
In a very strange way it's a good thing that af arrived. I had a very healthy, near perfect pregnany with ds and the fact that I had so many cramps and pains I would have spent the whole pregnany worried (if there'd been a pregnancy

) Does that make sense???
I cried a lot yesterday, but still kept an ounce of hope as I was only spotting on and off all day. I was in agony last night, was dizzy and had a temperature, I had an early'ish night and by this morning af had started in full glory. I am going to count today as cd1.
Anyway, somehow I got up this morning with this mountain of pma. I have decided to return to the ttc thread, as long as i'm still welcome

I am starting to chart this month so i'm off out shortly to get a thermometer!! I haven't got a clue what i'm doing so if anyone has any tips please send them this way!!
Will leave my diary thread until the 2ww now.
Kate
xxxx