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BOO!!!

If I can reappear then so can you, come out come out wherever you are

JudeX

Yeah come on Jaxi poos, where are you, not even answering my txts so i am getting worried now

Hey guys, thanks for checking on me and sorry for not being here. To be honest I'd pretty much given up on this place as was coming on every day and no one was ever here.....seems you all sneaked back when my back was turned! Karen hun, sooo sorry, was p*ssed as a f*rt when you texted me and twas only your post that reminded me I had it! Came when I was at nephews posh party and been at work every night since, you of all peeps know what thats about

K girls, I'm off over the weekend and if I dont do a full catch up you all have permission...no, orders... to come and kick my big fat ASS....oh so big so fat so being put through its paces AGAIN from Monday

I know I cant talk but get your backsides on here over the weekend girls..pleeeeeeeeaaase...I need you

JaxII

Hello chicken .... great to see you back with us!

You have a weekend off????

xx

Hey, no fair - wasn't even in the country!!!

Glad to see you back, chick

xxx

About time you showed your face again and at least i know your ok now, p*ss head!

hello jax...
glad all is ok with you.
claire
xx

Well its sunday evening and i am taking your permission to kick your arse lady, you havent been back to catch up with everyone....so naughty, naughty jaxypoos, stand in the corner with your nose touching the wall for at least an hour......then get your arse back here.

When I first started at my secondary school all my classmates thought I was naughty because my nose is like a ski slope and they thought that the reason for this is that I was often stood with my nose against a wall in my previous schoolas punishment

Moral of the story? Don't waste your money sending your kids to private school coz they quite obviously are a bit thick (me included) Seriously - you couldn't make it up

dammit is the weekend over?!?! Well I'm here now but seemingly too late...wondered what that burning sensation in my bum was earlier. Supposed to be going back on CD tomorrow but only have 3 packs left and no CDC appointment, hopefully should get one tomorrow afternoon and if not I shall just eat dust. Am VERY annoyed with self at moment as have now put on around two thirds of what I lost, two years ago, how time flies So have counted the weeks til Christmas and I'm thinking about seven? A stone and a half should be well achievable, I just have to work out what it is that pushes me off the wagon. The last couple of times I've been soooo into it and then dont know what happens I know its only down to me but it is definitely harder now than when you could come on here pretty much 24/7 and find somebody to give you a pep talk, but I dont even know how I found the time to do that before, I remember being on here loads, different work patterns I suppose.

My family are putting me through major trauma at the moment, dad, brother and sister. They all have their own problems which are stressing me out, especially as I cant do much about any of them. My dad'll get by and my brother is a 15 year old living in a 46 year old body who makes all his own bloody problems, but my poor poor sister is looking like getting her house repossessed and she so doesnt deserve it. She's 55, they were well off for years and had fab holidays and lived well, and she helped me loads when my marriage went belly up, and now cos I'm pretty skint too I cant do anything to help her. Her husband was in IT when it started, made loads of dosh but was always freelance, and now the young pups have come in with quicker brains and more knowledge than him, and its been going on for a good few years. He's been too proud (vain, stubborn, selfish...I dont know) to try and go out and get some paid work, my sister is a special needs teacher who does a FANTASTIC job for a SHITE wage...I dont know whats going to happen and I dont really know why I'm telling all on here, it just helps me think I suppose.

Any road up (bad northern accent) going to belatedly catch up on some threads...I'm not working tomorrow tho I am at my dads but I'll do my best to get on here. Hope you are all well...

JaxII

oh well now i feel guilty for giving you an arse kicking......you have lots on your plate, so well done you for facing the food demons again and taking control. You know why you let it all out on here, cause we will listen and support you. Dont forget my phone number will you, always here for you mate and you can come over anytime, for a drink, a chat or whatever.

Ok, been to CDC this morning, feeling quite positive....been here before though! So please keep an eye on me even if I'm not here! Well I'm starting a 4 day shift today so don't know how often I can get on. I went shopping for winter woolies last week and found myself back in Evans, that's when I KNEW I had to get my backside into gear Obviously I refused to buy ANYTHING, have just sent the money to my sister instead. Not much but I feel better for it.

So, I'm off to try this porridge now...wish me luck

JaxII

You can rest assured that my beedy eyes are definately watching you and everytime you feel you cant go on, just think of me giving you a tongue lashing. So what was the porridge like?

The porridge was luuuuurvely, just like Ready Brek....only I dont think it filled me up as much as the shakes do. But definitely going to get some more! Still having to work on getting my head in the right place, not helped by Justine coming home with a curry tonight how much damage does a tablespoon of rice and one piece of chicken do?!?! On day one I'm looking at it like I'm easing myself in gently, sort of sneaking up on my body! Oh any excuse...going to have to go on regular demoralising shopping trips to keep me going I think!

Ok, system working again now, back to the grindstone I go....sorry for not adding to other threads at the moment, I'll try and have a sesh soon

JaxII