Hi Ally
I am so sorry that you are having all these problems getting started.
I heard about LL early in December, but due to getting hold of the local LLC - then the Christmas holidays and what seemed like a dozen frustrating hold up's (appointments at our surgery are no easier come by than at yours - though the doctor was a bit more accomodating - to the point where she asked to be kept up to date on my progress as it might help other patients), I finally got started mid January.
All I can say is that it was SO worth it all. During the last few weeks I've been a bit shakey, thanks to holidays and other events throwing me a bit. My weight is coming down slower than before (but that is down to me, not the diet), but there are so many reasons for doing it all.

On the plane going on holiday I was holding the arms of the seat and wriggling about - driving my husband crazy until eventually he asked "what IS the matter with you?" - I was just ecstatic because I wasn't jammed into the seat spilling over the sides and having the stewardess come up and offer me a belt extension.

Then last Saturday in Marks and Spencer I was in Per Una (you know the place where I could never get anything to fit me before). I was dashing about with a silly grin on my face excitedly picking stuff off the rails (and mostly putting it back) but just knowing I could buy just about anything was such a kick.

Or what about going into the changing room in another store with an armful of work suits - I had to ask the assistant to change them to smaller sizes as everything was way too big. She actually asked me (as she was pining the alterations to the SMALLER size) what on earth made me think I need the larger ones. I didn't say that the larger size is actually quite small to my way of thinking. YIPEE
Started 9th September 2008 - "For the last time"