awww thanks Claire, looks like the diet things being postponed..but not entirely!
I went back to the docs today as both of the calfs of my legs are killing me

I had to get a taxi to the docs this morning as I could barely walk...its only ten mins away

anyway there was a locum doc in, he decides to inform me that he initially thought I had a bloodclot had it not been for me telling him that I had been walking quite a bit on Monday

so he thinks its just a muscle sprain in both legs but if my leg goes red or it feels really hot im to get back in touch immediately.
felt like a right invalid all day, had my mum looking after alicia and tidying up for me and she put alicia down for the night for me too so has not long left

Im dissappointed with myself that I cant evenr un for a few straight days without hurting my ankle then by the time I muster up the strength to walk to flights of stairs I can barely walk the next day as a result.
I NEED to get this weightloss ting sorted and as I have no way of getting to the WW meetings yet again tomorrow

never mind finding childcare its the taxi fare i cant afford.
So I am making a conscious decision to go back on the 10gram and under thing i did earlier for a week and see if I can lose anything on that. In fact I would be happy with just maintaining at the min as the little bleeders just keep coming back for a reunion with a more than a few friends with them for good measure.
Sorry for the depressive post and I dont blame any of you if you dont want to read it!lol
but it feels better now ive got it off my chest

Ems x