Right - starting a new diary for my last attempt. By last attempt this does not mean that I'm giving this one last shot then giving up. Oh no, it means that I will succeed and this is the last time I have to do this!!
No more half assed excuses. No more whiney little "waaaah, I can't do this" moments. Only I can do this for myself, no-one else controls what goes in my gob after all!!!
So D day is tomorrow. Getting myself psyched up and have all the support that I need on here. So now it's just a case of head down and getting on with it
Wish me luck and remind me of my bold declarations if I throw a wobbler!!
Good luck, girlies. Let the games commence
Ails xx
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I will not only remind you of your declarations, i will be ringing you to shout very loudly if you dare give up and you have permission to do the same to me. This has to be it Ails, i am so peed off with failing and not reaching that target, this is it.
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..this time I know it's the real thing, I can't believe what I'm feeling, I'm lost for words..................Oh wait - another song stuck in my head - I appear to have now gone back to the 70s
So far so good. About to have cheese and brocolli soup - only 1 ltr water down but have been busy
Have come home to prepare for tonight (good girl guide). So am making choc orange mousse and lemon cheesecake mousse. Keeping a little over from both to make 4 mini trifles
got on scales this morning - am ashmed to say I weigh EXACTLY what I did this time 2 years ago
Grrrr - not for long though, maybe I needed to get to that weight to get a grip??
Hey Ails, it sounds like your head is definitely in the right place ...i know what you mean about having to get to a certain weight before you felt it was time to do it properly..i felt like that this time too...it doesn't make it any easier mind you but i am in an ok place right now so i am going with it... We can do this...keep up your good work and positive feelings....BTW.. how do you make the lemon cheesecake...it sounds very yummy... anyway i am off to catch up with everyone else. catch you later claire xx
1st goal: to complete one full day SSing..
2nd goal: to complete one full week ssing
3rd goal: to get into the 15's
4th goal: to get into the 14's
5th goal: to get BMI less than 30
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I've got the berry flavouring...I wonder what that would be like instead of the orange? My CDC didn't have MAM, she said it wasn't selling too well for her, but she's ordering me some. She did wonder if gelatine would be a viable and cheaper substitute...what's in MAM?
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